Self-Remembering

At times it requires solitude 

To come back home 

As a soul child of mother Earth

To be reminded of one’s Self 

By the rhythms of the river

And the various shades of green peering into the forests depths 

The feeling with eyes closed

Of the pleasurable sensation

Of one’s own pulsing

And calling back she who left

With the world’s furious currents 

Now there are just leaves 

And soil, sky, and a quiet spaciousness 

When the trying finally ceases to be

Because there’s nothing left to be 

No one for whom to be someone

I feel as honest as a child

Now there are just leaves